it says >#+home:late.city is not accessible at this time. what to do ?

>>2247 Why wouldn't you be able to run 1.14? I'm pretty sure that there's talks of updating to 1.16 eventually once a couple more mods the server uses gets updated.

it's a cold day today.

It's not that late, but I am here.

i've got an early morning shift, so here i am again. >>2347 i definitely want to give it a shot when i have the time.

>>2341 >>2347 Is dumpster-diving legal? If I were to try it, would the cops yell at me or would it be considered stealing? I'm assuming there is some kind of "fine print" notice on the dumpsters or in the dumpster contracts that says all of it's contents belong to the garbage collection company.

>>2358 Where are you from?

>>544
How so?

Mulled wine or mulled cider is a decent warm buzz, especially on winter nights. Red wi E is my go to in winter as well, esp a decent Shiraz.

Tripel Karmeliet, whisky or Patxaran

Vodka. I don't need much to start feeling the alcohol running through my veins, the warm feeling in my belly und the fuzziness. Usually pure or with orange juice.

Highballs and Vodka with cranberry cocktail.

>>2142 I've just finished and I feel empty. I would have loved to see more of this anime honestly. Now I've seen there's a PS1 game and short manga so i'm gonna check this next

>>2142 >>2236 the ps1 game has been made into a website: https://laingame.net/ the game is basically a collection of texts and videos that you find and unlock as you discover more and more. less of a game and more of an experience. it is a lot edgier than the original anime, too. haven't read the manga yet, but i've heard good things about it. oh, and make sure to check out the soundtrack, there were multiple CDs released containing the soundtrack and mixes. the band that does the op, Bôa, is also pretty comfy; i got Race of a Thousand Camels on disc and i listen to it when i'm driving.

https://soundcloud.com/resonata/joy-williams-speaking-a-dead-language-resonata-flip a vibe

Nastyona - My september https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id9Ab83nR3I

https://hexsystem.bandcamp.com/album/solutions this guy's pretty great, comfy animator and music creator

Me vs Maradona vs Elvis by brand new. A bitter song.

>>1006 https://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/fullMoonForestSoundscape.php

Mostly (dark) ambient and psybient lately https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZ_oGpLbO4I

this album rememeber I did listened to it once with a friend, who just bought the CD and listening to it on his discman. But being young and was more into loud rock, I thought I didn't like it.

>>2138 nah i'd like to die from alcohol poisoning rather than lung cancer

>>1113 if you’re a fellow weed smoking degenerate, you should try getting high in the shower >>1140 i used to sit in the shower when i was little but routine has become more time consuming and i no longer have the time >>2138 when i smoked cigs, i did this too

>>1113 I tried it not too long ago and something spooky happened. Obviously there's a reasonable explanation for it, but I'm still not 100% certain which is what makes it still sorta spooky. Anyway, eyes open or closed, things look the same. Dark as h%ck. So I'm washing my hair (fairly long), rinsing it out with one hand after the other. Then on one occasion, I swipe one hand over to slick my hair back and press some water out with my right hand, then the same with the left... then I could swear I felt a third. I stopped everything, eyes blasted open, and just stood there unable to really look around, so just staring wide-eyed. After a moment of silent reconsideration I just kind of laughed and continued showering, but my imagination was going nuts. Dropped the soap a few times, and every single time while reaching and feeling around the tub floor I silently prayed "PLEASE don't let me feel a hand or something grab back." So, it was oddly a fun and exciting experience. Would try again. Thanks for the recommendation, OP.

>>2179 same

>>1113 I take one every morning before work. It's the only time of day where I have some peace of mind. Super comfy. On the weekend or at night, I will take a bath with a beer, some weed, and my phone in a water proof case. One of my favorite things to do. Hope you all have a comfy lights out shower soon.

you can always put the past away and not delete it. Personaly I don't delete things like that. I keep them so I can look at them later on at life and reflect on it. What I would do is private or un-list everything. or just keep it public and not interact with it. If it is really bothering you and you want to keep doing it later on, just take a break. you may not have the same amount of viewers when you come back, but if it helps it helps.

>>2324 on my older projects, i usually just privated them and downloaded all the videos locally. i do this for privacy reasons so if i ever want to ungoogle myself i can just delete everything and still have a copy of the content ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>2323 >youtube isn't special for me anymore and it hasn't been forever nothing feels special forever and no matter how passionate you are about something there will still always be periods where you don't feel anything for it or may even hate it, that's just the nature of things just something to keep in mind before you give up, i have no idea what youtube means/meant to you but i think it would be a shame if it was something you cared about and ended up giving up on it also putting it on hold or quitting is one thing, but deleting everything and robbing yourself of the opportunity to go back in the future or at least look back on what you've done isn't a good idea imo, you can't really know how you might feel about things in the future

Embrace the algorithm.

that's a big oof if i were you i would try to separate my real identity from the channel and monetize the fuck out of it and make as much money as possible from the the channel and abandon it as soon as it's not profitable anymore

>>2319 if you can find $50 i'd totally pick up a used Xbox 360 and a copy of the game, hours of fun

>>2321 >a used Xbox 360 Can you even mod the game on the Xbox? I suggest taking those 50 and buying Special Edition on the pc, the mods make it practically a new game, or several new games if you're up to it.

>>2326 i said 50 cause you can get a used xbox and copy of the game, but you'd have to spend like at least $200 to get a PC to run it

>>2330 Hadn't thought about it that way. With 50 bucks you could get an Xbox and Skyrim to play in it, a PC is going to cost a bit more than that.

What a coincidence, I just got my boyfriend playing it too. I can watch him play ultra modded Skyrim. Over 200 mods. It's a shitshow, but fun. I haven't played it in many years, but last time I had just some things to give it darker lighting and make torches do stuff, some new spells, and various visual improvements. Blood cannibalism too. I played mostly a goody-two-shoes young imperial with heavy armor, sword, and shield, and using some restoration magic. Basic stuff, but good. Commit no crimes and never deny a plea for mercy, that was my personal rule. Also didn't use sneaking. While my bf's playthrough has lots of stupid stuff in it, he did find mods I'd use on my own some time. The mod that gives hima ton of more interesting necromancy perks also has totally overhauled perks for armor and weapons. I'd like to go for a different paladin character again, or maybe the opposite and do a cannibal ranger that crafts things with human parts. Not likely to play myself any time soon, but it's a thought.

Took them long enough! Here's to hoping more boards are brought back as basically static archives of the mid to late 2010s.

Think about nothing, I feel like I must be doing something but all I can do is live in the moment. I wish the night can last forever because the world seems to pause for just a moment but then it starts back up again.

I like to stare off into the abyss and zone out. If I can't sleep anyways, it's the next best thing. It's actually really comfy and to some extent is mentally refreshing even though it isn't equivalent to sleep. 90% of the time when I'm up /late/ at night it's because I'm jacking off or I can't sleep and books aren't putting me to sleep.

>>2308 >the world seems to pause for just a moment but then it starts back up again I think that too sometimes, the world moves too fast, I can barely enjoy myself before being reminded of some other pressing matter.

>>1796 My college timetable allowed me to sleep during afternoon and evening. I would stay awake the whole night. I'll put on a movie on laptop, cook some noodles and have some bottles of cola. Sometimes I'll watch youtube videos. Then at 5am I'll make some coffee, take a shit and head for gym. Good times.

>>2308 i've felt more like this in the last year than ever before. i'm realizing as i grow older that i'm living in a dystopian era of history, and i want to do something about it like all the heroes of the past. i just feel so tiny and powerless in the midst of it, but i'm still driven by this feeling that there has to be something i can do and that i should be ashamed of myself if i find peace and enjoy myself while the world churns about me. i don't know, man, it sucks.

>>2227 yeah this shit is easily the best ramen brand also recc the soft boiled egg, you can just boil it with the noodles so it doesn't really take any extra prep aside from peeling it afterwards spring onion also goes pretty well

What about Indomie?

>>2312 it's not ramen but it's great, spesh with a fried egg on top

>>2307 oh my God, are you a Sapporo salesman? you're good.

>>2210 Perhaps the best thing would be for you to communicate your frustrations. The result of your emotional state may inadvertently affect others, so it's not a selfish complaint I think. If nothing else, maybe just bring it up lightly. Something like "Man, haha. Didn't realize how stressful it would be coming by for the holidays. Just goes to show I really haven't figured myself out yet!" I think it would follow with a pretty predictable "What do you mean?", which gets your foot in the door. "Well, I'm used to more silence for focus, more of my own routine..." etc.

>>2210 What is your routine?

>>2210 more details

>>2210 Try jelqing

>>2210 Just listen to some music, I generally find that helps when there's too much background noise for me. >>2245 bruh

>>1848 I completely agree. Anon should definitely try to tire themselves out before sleep. >>1847 If what the other anon said doesn't help but tires you out, try taking a melatonin tablet before bed. It's over the counter so you don't need a prescription.

yeah, meth is one hell of a drug. my neck hurts from staying up for days on end not eating and kicking doors in for the all might $$$dollar$$$. working in the tweaker business is hard

>>1847 watching the sunset is a good way to signal your body it's time to rest. having warmer lighting in your bedroom(like incandescents) is also good. you have to get your body in the sleeping mood.

My insomnia is that I'll go to sleep, but wake up a couple hours later and not be able to get back to sleep. Except it's not really that I can't; I woke up because I'm profoundly uneasy about life and my prospects, to the point where it doesn't feel like it's safe to be unconscious. Some kind of reptile-brain fear mechanism going haywire. So I grab my tablet and watch some bullshit on youtube, which gets my mind off the immediate concern without coming even an inch closer to a resolution. The more frequently I evade the anxiety, the more particular I get about what kind of bullshit I must consoom to be mollified. Vtubers are so inane in their over-cutesy way that it makes me uncomfortably aware that I'm engaging in escapism, for example. But with enough browsing I'll tranquilize myself enough to go back to sleep. The more I do this, the more disconnected from reality I feel, but that doesn't seem to matter. And if it sounds like I'm describing a terrible experience with too much detachment to be sincere, that's because I already got over this problem. My solution ought to have been, in a word, mindfulness: I know when I wake up that putting a screen in my face is the last thing I need, and I ought to act on that understanding rather than on the baser impulse to indulge in escapism. Obviously. Even if I had just laid there doing breathing exercises and counting heartbeats for an hour, still unable to sleep well, I'd nonetheless have been on the other side of this anxiety episode in days rather than suffering multiple weeks that were total shit.

>>1866 I've been having the same problems lately. I'm losing a lot of sleep over fear of losing my job. I haven't done anything that would get me fired, I just suddenly wake up with a strong sense of unease about it. No amount of reflection or internal reasoning seems to help. This started about a month ago and seems to be getting worse. I'm trying to resolve this by teaching myself new skills that would make me hireable at other places.

normal pepperoni from papa johns w a shit ton of ranch

ham, pineapple, and black olives with extra sauce

Dominos. That seasoned crust is like no other. And the pan pizzas are godly cheesy

>>21 The local pizza place in my area makes pretty damn good pizza, I like the meatlovers kind.

I like spinach, sliced tomatoes, chicken, olive oil, pine nuts, and goat cheese on a cauliflower crust.

More pics, it was a foggy day.

>>2027 ngl that do be lookin kinda comfy doe

>>2004 >Yeah it's not the best looking city i live in, but there's a much better looking one 20 minutes away through the subway at least. nah im not talking about your outside im talking about my outside

5am

>>2250 what the hell i need this in my life

death_of_light darkheart sleepless_netcrawler insomnian shadownet husk eternal_shade fatmospheric faded_aether weedy brokenchair

how do you guys come up with usernames? do you throw stuff in a random word generator, or do you find nice sounding words and put them together?

>>2278 i try to think of something that has some meaning to me even if it's remote. names should be personal.

>>2278 I just try to imagine scrolling through an old forum and what kind of names I'd encounter. edward_eldritch lamplighter real ghost cig9 ArduousArbor $_greg@nite_$ evil oat betilda* -not a freemason- cody911 Feltzman's Regret p1pp0

>>2284 nostalgia

I'll post a few.
Northwest Audio Video Guy. This guy developed a cheap audio DAC that way undercut and overperformed commercial products. The specs are free so you can make your own if you're good with electronics. A few small companies put them together for a decent price too. Not long after releasing it he mysteriously stopped posting.
http://nwavguy.blogspot.com/
Neat programming blog by a guy who posted on /tech/ a few times.
http://verisimilitudes.net/
The Mad Monarchist. He stopped posting a couple years ago, still hoping he comes back.
https://madmonarchist.blogspot.com/
Site that goes into depth about the musical languages created for the Ar Tonelico and Ar Nosurge games. They even made fonts.
http://hymmnoserver.uguu.ca/
Another programming blog. I recommend the posts on TempleOS and Jak and Daxter.
http://www.codersnotes.com/
Orthodox Christian blog with a focus on John Bekkos, a Patriarch of Constantinople who wrote a lot about reconciliation of the Great Schism.
https://bekkos.wordpress.com/

>>619

not related but holy moly dude.. i was watching a video on the story of TempleOS and its creator while your attached image kept on popping up in my mind, but i can't point my finger as to where i saw it.

Just found this one:
http://pathy-dolls.blogspot.com/
It's a french dollmaker's blog; hasn't been updated since 2014 though.

> mfw sad
> masturbate (2nd time already)
> smoke
> eat a cookie
> try to go to sleep
Who /coping mechanisms/ here?

How pleasant that I found my website mentioned here. I'll share a few now. This is a nice programming website, and he also goes into detail on hardware X-rays and other things: http://www.loper-os.org This one is fairly well-known, I'd figure, but still worth a mention; it concerns itself with criticizing Mozilla and like things: https://digdeeper.neocities.org This man doesn't post much, but he runs a CHIP-8 game jam using his own implementation, and other neat stuff: http://beyondloom.com

I like it. Even as it gets bright and the birds wake up, there are still about two hours before everyone wakes up for real.

I love being awake for daybreak, there's just something so relaxing about watching the sun start to rise over the city. Even better if it's raining the whole night and daybreak arrives, it's the best time to drink coffee. It's too bad that I normally fall asleep before then thanks to going to bed at 2-4 am and waking up at 11.

>>841 >Do you like hearing the birds waking up? yes

>>1819 Don't you dare drag your ass to Colorado unless you intend to expel the other CA invaders from my home.

>>1838 The birds are sent by MKULTRA to spy on you, sorry....

>>2270 Too bad that the deviantart faggotry of the romhack maker bled into the game itself.

>>2206 I don't know if you've checked it out yet, but go for the Aeon Genesis translation if you haven't (or if you have and feel like either starting the game over or hacking a savestate to fix your name). It's a lot better than the Dynamic Designs version.

been playing a skateboarding game called Tanuki Sunset, been following it since the first demo and have loved every bit of it. great /late/ aesthetic and music, and just an overall good time.

>>935 I started playing this about a week ago. It's okay but I prefer the Sky games so far. I think there aren't enough characters for me to get invested in. Of the main cast Randy is basically the only one I actually like, Tio is decent, but Elie and Lloyd are both just pretty boring. But having too many characters like in CS is definitely bad too. I think Sky had the best balance, there was a pretty big cast but most of them still got a lot of characterization and screen time and development.

Anyone playing Genshin impact at all? It can be an okay time waster.

I have a ton of Gondolas saved from /wsg/, where else (besides the site >>41 posted) do you guys find them?

https://youtu.be/UMAxCHv-mWI dis is bury nise

>>1561 Popol Vuh is pretty good. I started listening to them after watching Aguirre: The Wrath of God. This one's my favorite track from them, I think: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l6KvKAY1q-Q

Half Life 2 City 17 Ambience https://youtu.be/W-LMXP5sQTk Stardew Valley Rain Ambience https://youtu.be/6LLEcGzt3_U

can i get a hug? i had a rough day.

>>2233 We're here for you anon. Tomorrow is a new day.

>>2234 thank you friend, maybe tomorrow will bring brighter skies

>>2225 Big heart on you. I hope you're doing well buddy.

>>2241 I'm not, but I appreciate it friend. Life is a roller coaster full of ups and downs, so the cart's gotta start climbing back up the hill at some point.

>>1944 A pro move. I started reading from chapter 25 and got hooked, so now I can't remember anything but the last 20 or so. It bugs me, too, because there was enough context and subtext to the story as a whole that I want to sit for an hour or two and reflect on what it all meant, and I'd rather not have to rely on tvtropes to remember things for me. As for the violence, it's mostly over the top slasher movie type stuff you would expect given that the protagonist is made of chainsaws, like people exploding. The sketchiness of the art style keeps it from being too much.

Started reading Angel Densetsu, it's fucking awesome. It's about a guy who's really kind but has a terrifying face. It also has a 45 min OAV, check it out it's on youtube with subs.

>hey /late/, what are some of the earliest anime you've watched? Death Note, Btooom!, kissxsis (don't watch it)

>>1947 got around to reading about a week after I originally posted and I instantly got hooked on the humor and Denji's personality from the first chapter. Power's my favorite character currently, I really love her interactions with everyone. I decided to wait a little longer before I binge read the whole series, at least until there's some visuals of the anime.

Earliest Anime? Probably Spirited Away on VHS with my grandma as a kid. Loved watching the creatures in the movie and my grandma probably enjoyed watching it with me.