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old buddies Anonymous 07/26/2021 (Mon) 19:40:02 No. 5079
hey /late/, what happened to those friends you used to hang out with?
>>5079 i moved across the planet, so i'm no longer physically with them. still hang out with them on fb messenger and discord.
>>5079 They couldn't follow me where I was going. We still love each other.
"Life" happens. but i guess doesn't matter, as i'm more comfortable being with myself.
They got weird.
>>5086 i don't want to freak you out, but you remind me of someone that i used to talk to. i still miss that guy.
What I intended to be a short list of bullet points turned into a decently-sized greentext. >military family moved to another continent before social media was a thing >self esteem too low to invite students at new school to hang out >on first day of new new school, one asks me to hang out though >become best buds >also hang out with two foster kids over the years >are a stereotypical nigger and a white trash inbred >nigger can't take foster family anymore and moves >add other schoolmates on social media >delete all mainstream social media accounts for privacy, but just uninstall snapchat >best friend's family moves >inbred graduates foster care and moves back with grandma >visit his trailer a couple times >best friend comes and visits whenever he's in the area >inbred asks if I can come down and help him out while he's out of the house for the weekend >his grandma called the cops on him >it's blizzarding >he's two hours away >whatthehay.mp4 >i take off work and drive two hours down icy country roads in the snow to pay for some hotels for the weekend >get kicked out of first hotel for using gym without shoes like retards >he makes a girlfriend while we're at eet freef >meet a cute stoner at chinese restaurant >add on snapchat >inbred can't stop texting Jared's way "GF" >get pulled over by camper pig for going 10 above while arguing >first time being pulled over >hard turn car into ditch >cold as shit outside >yelling at friend to shut up >he won't shut up >start shivering >cop asks if I'm on drugs >asks if he can look through my car >asks if I'm fucking with him >him and inbred have history >driver's license is expired >have car towed away >cop gives us a ride >neither of us had proper sleep by the third night >ask him to turn the TV off >he asks for confirmation >YES, turn it off >threatens to beat my ass >ARE_YOU_FUCKING_KIDDING_ME.mp4 >he calls guy he met at bar for new place to sleep >walks out of hotel room >throw his stuff out, lock him out >he keeps knocking at door and calling via lobby phone >lobby attendant offers to let him sleep on sofa in backroom >he refuses and threatens to call the police on me >just go to sleep >wake up to hear him at door >thisisthepoelease.ogg >iknowitsyouinbredanon.ogg >THISISTHEPOLICE.ogg <UH OH >these police are pretty chill actually >inbred made such a ruckus that the manager has me sign agreement to not trespass for a year >get uber to drive me to closest motel to the DMV >motel cashier says I'd have to leave in 3 hours or something like that >just walk through the snow and jaywalk across highway intersection with rolling suitcase to get to the DMV >first person there >beautiful_winter_sunrise_over_small_appalachian_town.png >one hour later >successfully reinstate license with lips red as a cherry from allergic reaction to lip balm >inbred calls and asks to be picked up from hospital >really bad frostbite >fine, one last drive >doctor says it was very mild frostbite >whatever, I'm already here >inbred asks to stop at high school to say hi to "GF" during lunch break >only 2-3 years older >feel like the FBI's gonna pop out of the bushes while waiting for him to get back >drop him off at Chinese place >he says if I ever come back he'll beat my ass >tear up and say I regret ever coming down >secretly don't because it makes for a good story and is one of the rare occasions I've gotten out of my own town since we moved here >make lots of friends on ["free speech" messaging app/website] >spend all of 2020 exclusively talking to them >realize i need to get a job >need to remove distractions if I'm gonna get one without Epstein & Co.® masks & anti-white BLM pandering >have barely chatted with any internet friends for half a year at this point >still haven't gotten a job
Got two groups, one I knew online and one I knew IRL. First one I never really fit in with, they were one of those hacking/trolling groups that I only hung out with because I was a vindictive kid and wanted to learn to mess with people I didn't like (read: whoever was dating my crush at the time). Last time I looked at any of them, they had moved to Twitter and become... well, typical Twitter users. Second was some people I hung out with toward the tail end of high school. Just lost contact with most of them after we all graduated. I only got contact info for two of them, and I really only talk to one. Rarely, when our work schedules permit it, the three of us will meet up in person.
>>5079 i stopped being able to interact with other humans on a regular enough basis to maintain a relationship because of severe depression and anxiety
I got weird. >>5083 Weird weird, or weird, weird? An odd word, that.
all they cared about was drugs and sex. literally nothing else.
They moved away, and we ended up drifting apart even before I got rid of social media. I don't think we'd have anything in common anymore anyway, and even back in the day the members of our group of friends wouldn't hang out together outside of school much.
>>5137 I have the same experience. I've cut contact with every single one of them, but open to making new friends over time. I think I'll find some eventually. I have a small amount of people I DM with every few days to weeks to months or so, and comfy with just that. I'll find someone local one day.
>>5137 same happened to me. and the fact that i was and still am the weird nerd. not somebody you bring along when you want to flirt with girls. i learned to appreciate not being a normie.
>>5137 If I still had any friends, I imagine they'd ditch me because I want something better than their rat utopia existence.
>>5079 still have them, but it's hard to see them in person now. on occasion i can find an opening, but schedules have a hard time coinciding right now. one guy i haven't seen in person in over two years. i'm grateful i have them, though, we still talk over text in a group chat.
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>>5079 My only friend started to fester with insecurity, at first it was really normal but overtime became really off-putting. Almost fetish like, He constantly would write stories about characters but they were all the same, nerdy book types that everyone hates for simply existing. His self insert would be comically bullied and would always be refered to as "boy". He would redirect any type of conversation to his insecurities no matter the topic. He refused any type of support and would try to manipulate it in to an attack for being himself. I then loathed him for it and told him so then left.
>>5079 Lost contact, either at all or we sometimes talk for a moment on discord or something. idk if I got weird or what, maybe they found better friends
A lot of moving made me lose contact with them. Most of them are married now. I miss them. I decided recently to make new friends. It's been awhile since I've had any but isolation is a mind killer. I get anxiety talking to people these days, but I trust it'll pass if I just keep trying, and that I'll feel more like myself again.
>>5267 >but I trust it'll pass if I just keep trying, and that I'll feel more like myself again. I was like you but stopped caring, I mean really stopped caring about anyone. Do not worry about it, friends really do go a long way. If you have weird hobbies and interests, you will see people with a like mind will come to you. Just don't reveal your powerlevel right off.
>>5079 Gradually, I deliberately drifted away from them. I think this was a combination of my refusal to socialise through social media and their own changing worldviews. Friends who had formerly simply been a joy to be around either gradually lost their personality through (in some cases highly successful) absorption into general society, or became full of spite and self-hatred in an attempt to fit into the current zeitgeist. I've been able to grow somewhat after cutting them out, but have occasional regrets. This is either a result of nostalgia for the good times we had together, or sudden pangs of loneliness. I have yet to find new friends to fill their place. Most importantly, friends who I know in ten or so years' time will create those same fond memories and feelings of nostalgia.
we all moved to different places, now there is just small talk. they have lives and things to be doing, so I understand.
fell out of contact after graduation, which was amidst the fluhan enigma they dont care to contact me, and whenever i try to reach out, i get low effort responses i have no friends
after getting accused of sexual battery in middle school ive had no freinds, since then i drifted down the rabbithole of truth i found one freind since then. thanks dillan
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Was accused of pedophilia when I was 11 by a family member with dimentia. I hadn't even sexually developed myself yet at that point. Didn't matter, my childhood friends were gone after that because they were girls and I wasn't and their mom was bipolar and incapable of critical reasoning. My next small group of friends were nice until one joined a neo-nazi gang, became a cop, and then became extremely emotionally stunted to the point that me simply telling him, "It's nice to see you after you not being around for months" resulted in him telling me, "to not make it weird." Because apparently it's unmasculine to even approach the most basic of emotional sincerity. It's not entirely his fault, his dad abused him, but that didn't change that after he and I fell out I learned all his friends who I thought were my friends were in reality just accessories to him that ghosted me thereafter. Around that time I met some nice people but the intimacy is partially lost. They're later adolescent friends that were always somewhat distant due to having life responsibilities that have only amplified with time meaning I have less and less time with them these days. Two of them did help me move though, so I can't say they don't care and I'll do my best to be there for them if they need me. I won't hold my breath at long term prospects though. The only other friends I have are online. 3 british lads I play games with once every week or so. Otherwise I've got no one at this point.
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>>6068 Apologies for the doublepost. This goes to out to my old friend, though I'll never see him again. >I miss you Miloje.
>>6069 I used to also have a friend named Miloje who took his life in 2020. Rest in peace.
>>5079 Sorry for the major text block >Born in English/French speaking North America to immigrants >Grew up in household with extremely demanding parents >Father was too busy pulling in 6 figures and so was mom >Only role models was an Lost gen man who was from WY. >Taught me everything from political and economic theory to how to shoot and grill. >Spoke often about the Injun raids when he was younger and hated the .gov with passion >He died around when I was 14, two mourners at the furneral, I was one >Only allowed to interact with certified (tm) people since parents are overly agressive >Affluent school is 99% not okay for them so I don't get to interact with anyone >Only two friends, both drifted away because parents' jobs >Everyone I now know are from from parents friend circle children,all 7-15 years older than me >Don't get along well cause age gap. >Socially awkward throughout the school years because always more "mature" >Favorite games got acquired by EA/Ubisoft so sadface >Played competitive sports with a a bunch of wetbacks >Did decently >Wetbacks got heavy into gang culture/drugs and I think half the teams dead or in prison >Meanwhile, first crush was bipolar so I quickly noped out of there >Second crush turned out to be a Muslim and noped out of there before I got my head chopped off for both of us >Move to Asia for job >Become fluent in native language >Get no native friends from there because realized everyone was trying to jew me out for my citizenship >Best friends are a Perkele, Swiss, and a Hong Konger expat >Dumbest of the friends, but also the most "mature" >Move back to the US to finish HS for easier admissions to college, friends all leave >Get put in an inner city school by parents because "You need to see how retarded bangers are" >Use social media for a bit, then reject it for being electronic opiates. >I don't recognize the state/city I grew up in since its filled with Californians and people from NYC. >Trump just got elected >Can't interact with classmates cause woke and inner city school >Living alone since sophomore year >Stoneman Douglas shooter happens >Refuse to protest with others, get called a "perpetrator of white supremacy and violence" >Get called "basically white" for following proper etiquette >Get called uneducated because of my local accent >Get called racist for believing in merit >Get called sexist for pointing out that genders are not inherently equal >Get told the Perkele offed himself a few weeks later during winter >Two people touched my hat as a "prank" so I whooped their asses with a pair of scissors >Get suspended because school can't expel their third highest performing student (other two are also same race, probably there for same reason I was, unfortunately extremely woke) >Call up the other friends to tell them >Swiss busy with their version of Harvard >HKer went to college in leafland and she went full woke and self hating so rip. >College comes around >Get shit by left leaning teachers/students not being a socialist >Get shit on by the preachers/"conservatives" for not being a Christian/ Trump train rider >Join the volunteer fire department to volunteer >Filled with boomers who get mad at everything >Said boomers also rabid "god emperor trump" tier retards like the one at the capitol "insurrection" >Meet one friend who's from a ranch out in TX >Random "Good Catholic" girl (an ex) accuses him of rape >WTF.jpg because he's gay >He's expelled and convicted with rape even though only evidence was something that happened a year before the accusation >Same girl then tried seduce me >Refuse because I'm not dumb >Accuses me of rape >No expulsion/charges because CCTV evidence of the date of accusation >Tries to convert me to Jesus afterwards >Got revenge by getting her jailed for prescription drug abuse and weapons charge (I don't agree with the latter but...) >Visit the friend in prision >Corona comes around >Boomers fuck off because scared of corona >Most young people fuck off because scared of corona >There's about 6 people running EMS/Fire for a major 15 mi stretch of US highway/ populated area >Burnt out and tired >One of my close friends and mentors dies from freak case of a car accident >Down to 5 responders >HK friend hung herself a few weeks ago >Not allowed to go to funeral because muh covid restrictions >Friend in prison appeal accepted and he's getting out a few weeks from now Now days, I spend my daytime working, stocking up ammo, and volunteering. I get some news that filters through me about the shenanigans on the webs like that "model" selling farts and I realize I live in clown world.
>>5079 FUCK me. I need to call my manager and ask for another week of work. I loved (at least two of) the people I worked with, but I never got their contacts because I refused to use a phone. I'm thinking I need to get a shitty dumbphone and call him ASAP to work at least another week. But I only want to work if my frens still work there, and they said they were thinking of quitting... Would it be bad if I just called him to ask if they still work there, or would that sound gay? FUCK
One became this insufferable nerd type who's into star wars and shit and makes boomer posts on facebook. You know the type. (We were friends as teens and he never fucking cared about star wars or any of that nerd shit, even I knew more star wars and I didn't like star wars) The other one just disappeared. Some google magic and I found him on some company website being some white collar normie. His father was a cool alternative artist kind of guy who always tried to share his world with him but it was wasted on the guy. Me, I'm still a neet even though I'm pushing my 40s. They couldn't follow me where I was going. Probably better for them. Although in the last few years I feel less and less bad about my choice to never have a career or much of anything as it looks like the world is going to shit for all of us anyways. Wish I had more years. I'd also spend them doing nothing. It's fun.

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