I loved only once, and it hurt me a lot, it was good while it lasted.
before that I was just empty, I even planned my suicide for a few years maybe next year, not cuz of sadness or depression, I had almost everything I wanted in life, but I used to see nothing good in the world.
I had no hope of happiness...
but when I loved, all this changed, and now I see life in a different way, and I want to live. now I know that I can feel sth, love is amazing! isn't?
but don't let urself depend on someone, never.